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Monday, August 20, 2012

Leadville Trail 100: 2012 Beauty and Pain

The Leadville Trail 100 will always be a special race for me. A year ago, it was my first 100 miler, and anybody that has run it will testify to its epic qualities. It's the perfect mix of beauty and pain, although it may be more parts pain than beauty on occasion. And now that I think of it, once the sun goes down, its all pain and no beauty. Nonetheless, its a pretty awesome event.

The 2012 Leadville 100 was my 100th race. I ran my first race in May of 2010, and since then, I have raced and trained in so many amazing places, but none are as incredible as the mountains of Colorado.


The Leadville 100 was my goal race for 2012. I preformed well in this race last year and I felt like my additional training and experience would help me crush my previous time. Unfortunately, that's not how my race played out. But such is the life of an ultra runner.

Jo and I spent the entire week relaxing and enjoying the Rocky Mountains. We hiked, climbed, and spent 2 days tracking the Trans Rockies Run as it passed through the Leadville area. We enjoyed the company of a lot of great friends and we made several new friends during the week.

All of this, accompanied by a high level of confidence, kept my mind focused and calm leading up to the race. It was the most relaxed I have ever been before a 100 mile race. I felt like I was in my zone.

One of the highlights of my week was running into Tony Krupicka. He was a very sincere and genuine guy and definitely one of my heroes in the sport. He's won this race twice and has all the potential to claim the title again.

Me and Tony in Leadville

One of the highlights leading up the LT100 is the pre-race briefing. I've been to several such events, but here in Leadville, its a big deal. With the increase in the size of the field, the 6th Street Gym was packed to the rafters.


I'm also proud to say that the PA trail running community was well represented this year. My very good friend Derek Schultz was in town to pace Ian Torrance. Additionally, the famous Keith Straw was running Leadville as part of the Grand Slam. Some studious ultra runners will know Keith as the tutu wearing runner at Badwater. He's built a solid reputation for being a bad ass...in a pink skirt.

Me, Derek and Keith


The race begins at 4:00 AM and unlike the night before most 100 mile races, I slept really well. I woke up at 2:00, had coffee, ate and got in my gear. Everything felt good and I was ready to go without an ounce of hesitation.

Me and Jo at the start

The weather was ideal, approximately 44 degrees and clear. Even though the race starts in the center of town, they had blood pumping rock music blasting through the loud speakers to get us motivated. It was an electric scene.

We counted down the remaining seconds on the clock and off we went. This race starts on asphalt and transitions to a dirt road outside of town. After about 5 miles, we're deposited onto a single track trail at Turquoise Lake. This trail is relatively flat, but rocky, rooty, and kind of technical. From where I am in the race, we're moving along pretty quick.

Our first chance for aid is at the Tabor Boat Ramp. It's not a real aid station, but has crew access. I flew in, got a full bottle, some fuel, and was off again.

We continue around the lake to the May Queen aid station at the 13.5 mile mark. My race plan suggested I should arrive in 2:30 and I was 15 minutes early. Not a bad time for a LONG half marathon, on technical trail, at 10,000 feet of altitude. And I felt good.

After May Queen, we begin the climb over Sugarloaf Pass. This climb takes us up to nearly 12,000 feet in a short amount of time. The sun was beginning to rise and it was revealing a stunning day.

The view from Sugarloaf looking out over Turquoise Lake

After cresting the pass, we have a very steep descent down the other side. Footing is tricky here, but a good downhill runner can make up some time from the climb.

At mile 24, we come into the Fish Hatchery aid station. Jo was waiting for me with all my race goodies. I fueled up, switched out some gear, grabbed my music and hit the road. I never listen to my iPod while running a trail race, but this next section has a lot of paved road and no scenery, so I knew I would need a boost. I was now 30 minutes ahead of my race plan.

Coming into Fish Hatchery

The look on my face says "Yeah! I just ran a marathon! Now give me 3 more!!"

Shortly after Fish Hatchery, I realized the fun was over.

There is a lot of climbing for the next several miles with very little aid in between. I had lost a lot of energy but pushed on. I was focused on making it to the Twin Lakes aid station where I could fuel up and rest for 2 or 3 minutes. The Twin Lakes aid station is critical because it's the last chance for fuel and preparation before heading up and over Hope Pass.

Me coming into Twin Lakes

I grabbed some food from the aid table while my crew filled bottles and my hydration pack. Then Jo led me to our crew vehicle so I could eat, hydrate and check my gear for the climb.

Shortly after my ass hit the chair, my entire race took a turn for the worse.

This is EXACTLY 30 seconds before shit went south 

After sitting down, I slammed two bottles of Ensure and took a few drinks of Coke. Then suddenly, I felt terrible. Everything in me just stopped functioning correctly and I was in a daze. I had just ran 40 miles in a little over 7 hours and my body began to revolt.

Then it happened....I puked all over the parking lot. Not in a neat little puddle, but more of a projectile discharge in a rather large radius. This roaring aid station instantly went silent, with the exception of a few "OOOOOHHHHHH's" and similar stunned commentary.

This really bothered me because in 100 races, I had never puked. I had no idea what to do, so I grabbed my gear and headed up Hope Pass. Not another word said.

This is where we're headed

In case you get lost. We would hate for you to miss the best part of the race.

I don't believe you can gather two or more Leadville runners without listening to an animated discussion about Hope Pass. It's a punishing climb that never seems to end. It takes you from the lowest point on the course to the highest point. All in a very short distance. It's disgustingly fantastic.

After losing my lunch at Twin Lakes, I was feeling destroyed. I had no fuel in my system and the thought of eating was repulsive. I climbed the pass slowly, considering my options. They didn't look good.

Before I broke out of the treeline, the first runner and pacer came flying downhill toward me. It was Anton and he was being paced by Dakota Jones. It was just fun to watch. Later in the race, Anton was paced by Scott Jurek, but I would never see that part of the race.

I eventually made it to the Hopeless aid station at the top of the pass. Grabbed a few items, after realizing I couldn't eat, I threw them away and pushed on.

The top of Hope Pass is amazing for several reasons. The view is really fantastic, but the llamas and the crew are amazing. It's almost like being in another world up there. I love the top of the pass, but I hate getting there.

This smiling face greeted me near the top of the pass

I eventually made it to the top, well behind schedule. But I'm a strong downhill runner, especially on technical trail. There was some hope that I could make up time and hopefully recover along the way.

Another llama taking in the view

Hope Pass looking back toward Leadville

Hope Pass looking toward Winfield. We go THERE...now. Then back up.

I made the descent down the pass, keeping a solid pace. This side of Hope Pass is much steeper than the climb up and far more technical. Which wouldn't be bad if we weren't going to come right back up it.

Outbound Hope Pass

I made good time down the mountain and was making up for lost time. I was even feeling a little better on the way down. I thought there may still be a chance to save my day.

On the descent, I ran into Derek and Ian while they were on their way up. They both looked good and I was excited to see friends on this epic trail. We paused to chat for minute, but we both had work to do.

Derek snapped this picture on my run down Hope Pass

The Leadville course has always dropped off Hope Pass then followed a dirt road into Winfield, which is the 50 mile mark and turnaround point. After 30 years of this same route, the race eliminated the dirt road section in favor of a new trail that bypassed the road entirely. At first glance, this seems like a great idea. Until I had to run the new trail.

The new trail ALMOST gets me to the bottom of the pass. But then takes my back uphill on a steep climb, then runs flat for a long time. A REALLY LONG TIME. I can see Winfield about 800 feet below the trail. That's salvation. That's my crew, my pacer, my food and my water. And we keep running. Right passed Winfield, leaving it behind us. THEN, we turn and run BACK toward Winfield. The descent at this point means another NEW climb. This great new change adds about 4 miles to the 100 mile course. I'm not a fan of the improvement.

After a huge amount of frustration, I finally get to Winfield. I was now 30 minutes off my race plan, which was an improvement. At the medical check, I had lost 4 pounds and was cleared to go on.

Getting weighed at the 50 mile mark

After my medical check, I let Jo go to work on me, getting me fueled and hydrated. I rested for a while, knowing what was ahead. Getting to Winfield is the easy part of this race. The hard stuff was yet to come.

Rolling out with my pacer, John West

John and I made our way back up the pass and my condition continued to worsen. Since my little puking episode 10 miles earlier, I hadn't been able to eat much of anything and the results were obvious. John pushed me up the pass as hard as he could. And I resisted mightily! It was at this point that I realized we were racing to a finish, not a sub 24 hour completion like I had hoped.

As any good pacer would do, John tried to tell me that we were well within reach of my goal, but I knew better. We would be lucky to beat the cutoff if things didn't improve.

We eventually struggled up the steep side of Hope, fueled up at the Hopeless aid station and began a fast downhill run toward Twin Lakes. Things almost seemed promising for a while.

Picture near Twin Lakes

The valley below Twin Lakes

Twin Lakes

When we arrived at the Twin Lakes aid station, it was nearing nightfall, so we geared up for running in the dark. We fueled up a bit and headed out.

The next several miles are a gradual, grinding climb from the valley floor. It's now dark, cold and I feel like death.

We staggered into the Treeline aid station at mile 70 and I was well aware of my fate. Things weren't going well and I hadn't been able to eat anything of substance for several hours. I was fully depleted and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I had to either quit, or gut it out. So I pressed on.

I pressed on to Fish Hatchery, then up over Sugarloaf pass again. Like Hope Pass, Sugarloaf is much easier on the way out than on the way back. The route back to Leadville is much steeper and far more technical. It's a bitch. I chugged up the pass in a persistent death march.

Once I reached the top of the pass, I was able to get my legs moving again and ran the entire way to the bottom and eventually into the May Queen aid station where Jo was waiting for me.

May Queen looked like an ER trauma center, Runners were scattered everywhere. Some bundled in blankets sleeping, while others just looked like zombies. The best thing to do is to leave and not linger in that environment.

I was 13.5 miles from Leadville and determined to get there. I had navigated over this same trail 24 hours earlier and enjoyed every step. Now I was struggling to make my way over the rocks and roots that littered my path.

The sun was rising over the mountains and that's when defeat really began to set in with me. I had finished several 100 mile trail races, but I had always crossed the finish line in the dark. The arrival of the new day only confirmed the misery that I had felt all night. Some people are energized by the rising sun in an ultra, but I felt defeated.

I made it to the final crew area at the Tabor Boat Ramp, but Jo wasn't there to greet me. I was too tired to be concerned or to feel panic. I just chalked it up as another shitty thing that happened on my run and pushed on. I wasn't able to eat or drink at this point anyway, so it didn't change the game for me, but I really would have liked to see her.

I was 7 LONG miles from Leadville...I could almost smell the finish and the comfort of a warm bed.

The sun rose higher in the sky and I left the trail and head out on the dirt road towards town. All uphill and lonely, despite the long string of runners in front and behind me. I picked up my pace, knowing it didn't really matter, but whatever I had left needed to be left on the course. I tried to make small talk with the runners as I passed them but they were lost in their own world so I just focused on the finish.

As I crested the top of 6th Street I could hear the crowd below as they cheered for runners. The finish line eventually came into view and I could see the famous red carpet that we have to cross but it seemed like it was miles away. Even though I could see the finish, I was now even more depressed. The finish takes you down a steep paved road then forces you to run up a long gradual incline. It looked like hell but I wanted nothing more than to run through the tape.

As I was running down the hill I heard my name called and saw Derek snapping pictures of me. Derek has always been my idol and mentor and is a hometown runner. Seeing him made me feel so much better and when he started running with me to the finish, it felt almost effortless. This was always how I imagined finishing a big race like Leadville. Having a close friend with me, stride for stride as we finished a punishing race. My heart soared.

After a lot of punishment, grief and disappointment, I broke the tape in my 2nd LT100. It wasn't pretty, but I got it done.

Finishing Leadville

I had covered 60 miles of serious terrain since I became sick and never recovered. I couldn't eat enough to generate the energy I needed to perform well and I was destroyed. I never trained for that scenario. I don't know that anyone does.

When I finished, I received my beautiful finishers medal and was immediately escorted to the medical tent for observation.

Being escorted to see the doc

Being weighed. I only lost 5 pounds.

I barely remember this moment. They're checking for fluid in my lungs.

A lot of runners come to this race with a solid, well established plan to do well. Very few actually do. 795 runners stepped off the start line and 358 of us made it back. I am happy to be among the finishers.

I had prepared all year for this race. I was focused but didn't meet my goals. But the same is true for a lot of runners, even the elite runners. I went home with another Leadville buckle so I consider myself blessed.

Getting another Leadville buckle

I can make excuses all day regarding why I didn't go sub 24. But the fact remains that ultra running is an extreme sport and we can't expect perfect results no matter how hard we try. There are too many variables and opportunities for failure. That's what makes the sport worthy of our best efforts. That's why we push ourselves and risk so much. The fear of failure is never an excuse not to try. I worked hard for the result I got, and even though it wasn't what I wanted, I still beat the course....again.

Jo and I will be back in Leadville next year and I'll keep chipping away at this beast. It's a great race and a true test for any runner. We won't stop until we've properly beat it into submission.

Happy Trails!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Leadville 2012: Pre-Race Fun

I normally reserve my blog posts for race reports only, but we're having so much fun out here this week and I want to share some of it with my readers.

If you have never been to Leadville, or other great locations in Colorado, you're definitely missing out. It's an outdoor enthusiasts paradise. And Leadville is particularly cool because there are so many race events out here all summer long, which means you can be surrounded by a lot of likeminded people.

The trails our here are endless and the opportunities for epic adventure are everywhere. Ever day can present you with a new and exciting challenge. Unfortunately for me, I'm generally limited to a few small hikes and maybe one 14'er because I need to rest my legs so I can run some ridiculous distance without feeling wiped out. I really need to come out here sometime when I have no plans to run a 50 or 100 mile race.

Jo and I arrived on Monday afternoon and quickly selected a 14'er to cross off our list. In an unusual, and quite mature move, I selected a relatively easy climb. We chose Mt. Sherman which is very close to Leadville and is rated a Class 2 climb. The round trip is only 5 miles and has about 2200' of ascent. While that sounds tame, when you do the math it equated to nearly 1000' feet of climbing per mile. So there's still some challenge to it.

A random picture from the climb.

We started the climb before 7:00 AM and had excellent weather. It was about 45 degrees, blue skies and no threat of storms, which is always a concern when bagging the tall peaks. Unfortunately, there was a lot of heavy smoke hanging in the valley due to the wildfires in Wyoming. The views could have been much better.

The climb starts off crossing a lot of scree fields and the trail is difficult to make out in places. We just headed in what felt like the right direction. We moved at a pretty slow and deliberate pace because we were in no rush.

View from 13,000' looking toward Leadville.

This mountain affords a climber the opportunity to "peak hop" if you have the time and good weather in the forecast. You can hike from one ridge line to the next peak and bag a few mountains in a single day if everything comes together. We did not have the time, nor the inclination to do this. But man...it was tempting.

As we continued up the mountain, the trail became smoother and we left most of the scree behind. This allowed me to run several sections of the ascent. I've never ran to the top of a Colorado 14'er before. Now I know why. But the runnable sections that I did engage were a blast!

View across the saddle.

As we approached the summit, the ridge leveled off and became a very gradual ascent. But the spine of the ridge is very narrow, steep on both sides, and the footing isn't great. This is a category 3 hike due to the dangerous exposure.

For those at home that are unfamiliar, category 1 is a very easy climb, and category 5 requires special mountaineering equipment.

The spine leading to the summit.

We made the summit in two hours, found the register and left our names and a note. We lingered at the top for quite a while because the weather was outstanding. These summits are generally very cold and windy, but today was an exception. It was a gorgeous day.

Climbing 14'ers is a part of my acclimation regimen whenever I race out here, so spending ample time at 14,000' sucking in thin air is a big part of that plan!

Resting the legs and taking it all in. 

Jo is always such a trooper on these little adventures.

While I was resting, Jo went on the hunt for snow. And found it.

On a normal day these pictures would reveal peaks across the valley. The view is usually stunning, but the smoke totally obliterated the entire mountain range. This was the only bad thing about our day on the mountain.

Somebody had left this sign with the register.

After soaking the beauty of the peak, we made a gradual descent. We were in no particular rush, so we took our time and enjoyed the mountain and the trail. Of all the peaks we've climbed, we both agreed that this one was the most fun. It was a genuinely great climb and we had a blast.

For Wednesday, Jo and I were excited to be able to meet up with our buddy Leon. He's in town while running the TransRockies Run, which is a 6 day stage race that covers about 120 miles. The second stage of this race crosses Hope Pass and ends outside Leadville. We planned to meet him at the finish line at the end of that stage and hopefully hang out for a while.

For those that aren't familiar, Hope Pass is the high point for the Leadville 100 mile trail race, which I'm town to run. It sits at 12,600' and is a very steep and technical climb. In the Leadville 100, we cross it twice. This is the part of the LT100 that causes the highest rate of failure and attrition. I was happy that my buddy was getting a taste of what I was about to do.

This race requires runners to run as a 2 person team. Leon's partner is Sean McCoy, a runner and all around athlete from Denver. Sean is a very talented runner and a very cool guy. Sean is also the editor  for www.GearJunkie.com. This is a very cool site and well worth checking out. The best part of Sean's job is all the free gear he gets to test out. Between Sean and Leon, they weren't lacking much in the way of high-tech mountain gear.

The TransRockies Run is a big corporate production. I'm not saying that in a negative way, it's just a fact. So everything they do in this race, they do BIG. The entire race is like a traveling circus. It's an amazingly complicated event and very fun to witness.

Jo and I went down to Twin Lakes and hiked down the trail so we could watch the runners come off Hope Pass and head to the finish. Shortly after finding a decent place to watch from, we heard runners coming our way.

This is the super human Max King headed to the finish. He's leading the solo event so far.

Not too far (ok...maybe a little ways) behind Max King, I saw Leon and Sean headed down the trail. Leon is pretty easy to spot in a crowd. Leon wasn't expecting us at the race, so he was really stoked to see me on the side of the trail. He ran over and grappled me into a big sweaty man hug. Then we all headed down the trail together for the last half mile to the finish.

Leon and Sean near the finish.

Jo was waiting at the finish line and cheered the guys on as they came across the line. This was the toughest stage of the 6 day race and they were happy to have it in the rearview mirror.

At the finish.

Trans Rockies finish line.

After a lot of hugs and celebration, we got the full recap from Leon. It was everything I had expected from this stage of the race. There's no other way to describe it...Hope Pass is a bitch!

Relaxing and sharing tails at Twin Lakes.

Jo and I drove Sean and Leon into town so we could treat them to dinner and a few beers. I was excited to show Leon around the town that has occupied so much of my time and focus for the last 2 years. It was comforting and relaxing to have one of my best friends with me. It allowed me time to take my mind off my own race for a while and just enjoy the quality time with a great friend.

Walking through downtown Leadville after the race.

Lets' be honest...THIS is what trail runners do best!

After enjoying a great dinner together, we all called it a night and went our separate ways. Leon and Sean were camped in a field in town, and Jo and I were headed back to the Delaware Hotel. I'm not sure who has it better. The tent can't be very cozy, but at least it isn't a haunted freak show like our hotel...that story deserves its own blog post.

The following morning, we headed to the start line of stage 3, which was set up one block from our hotel.

The logistics of this event are mind boggling. They move the start and finish line every day, along with the entire tent city, showers, toilets, kitchens, and race expo. AND they mark, then clear the trail sections. Every day! Watching them is amazing.

The start of stage 3 located at the corner of 6th and Harrison.

Jo and I watched the racers get ready and we chatted with Sean and Leon before they got called to the chute. They both acknowledged that they were a bit stiff from the Hope Pass crossing, but they seemed ready to go. This stage is approximately 24 miles and has roughly 2200' feet of ascent. This would be considered an "easy" day.

Me, Sean and Leon before Stage 3.


Almost GO TIME!

Met and chatted with Gordy Ainsleigh. Gordy is the founder of the Western States 100.

At 8:00 AM, they sent the runners on their way. We tried to find Leon in the crowd, but he was busy ducking his away through the runners and we missed him.

Gordy headed out for stage 3.

Runners headed out on Harrison.

After a nice hearty breakfast, Jo and headed down to the finish of Stage 3 so we could watch more of the race. We had already said goodbye to our friends, so they weren't expecting us to be there. But with little else to do while I'm resting, it seemed like a great use of our time.

Picture from the finish area. Beautiful Colorado valley.

We arrived just after the elite runners crossed the finish line. There were probably 5 or 6 runners milling around, getting fueled up and relaxing.

A rare (hopefully) picture of Max King wearing a running skirt.

It wasn't long before I could see Leon and his signature beard off in the distance. He and Sean were looking strong and setting a good pace to the finish.

Crossing the finish of stage 3. 

Leon and that blowing beard.

The guys both felt good and were happy with their run during this stage, they looked good and were in good spirits. The end of this stage marks the mid point in their race. This is such an epic event and I can't deny that I'm jealous.

Enjoying a race recap from one the coolest guys I know.

Seans nasty ass, bloody toes!

As is typical for Leon, he found the nearest cold water to soak in.

After a few more hugs and encouraging comments, Jo and I had to say goodbye again. For real this time. It was hard to part ways with our friends, but it was time for my medical check in and packet pickup for the 100 miler. I wanted nothing more than to stay all night, have a few beers, share some running stories and relax with all of these great people. But it wasn't meant to be.

I'm very proud of Sean and Leon and I wish I was out there with them through all of these stages. This is such an amazing event and I know It's not likely that I'll ever do it because I'm working on gathering a 1000 mile buckle from the Leadville 100. These races fall during the same time, so my schedule won't allow for it until 2021. That's a long time to wait, but I'll still be 25 years younger than Gordy by then.

The last couple of days have been a welcomed distraction. The mental preparation for running a 100 mile race is daunting. Having close friends with me has really made a huge difference this week. Leon inspires me and his encouragement is priceless. These relationships are always special and I've never seen anything like it outside of trail running. It's difficult to explain, but for those of you that run the trails, especially the long ones, you know what I mean.

Now it's just me and Jo again, and time to focus on getting ready for my own event. I can't say I'm not nervous, but that comes with the territory.

Thanks for reading. I'll be back in a few days and will hopefully have an epic tail of adventure to share!!!

Happy Trails!